A crazy day. Full of stuff at work, and I was exhausted all the time because of my period. Also, I had a few things to do at home after work, so all in all I only got around 250 words today which I got in while waiting for some files to load here andContinue reading “Jan 8 2020”
Today I finished 2k in about two hours, even though I was fairly disperse and distracted. I didn’t feel tired either. I remember I used to feel so exhausted from the mental strain of thinking up the story. But now the words and the story came together very easily, with my main problem being thatContinue reading “Jan 7 2020”
Ah, I’m back. Hello. The year started today and I’m back at the office today. We all know that the year starts on January 6 once the Three Magi Kings celebration is over and we can all drown in Magi Kings bread and hot chocolate while getting back on track.* Ah, but on Jan 3Continue reading “Jan 6 2019”
Whelp, my computer is 100% dead. So, yeah, all my writing gone, all fanfic gone, all everything gone. This feels oddly… Liberating? Like someone finally killing that annoying bug at the corner of the study. Like, fuck yeah thank you, I didn’t dare to do that but boy did I need it.
There’s still a couple fics I think are still abandoned somewhere in my computer. I can’t check because the damn thing has been broken for months. For almost as long as I was sick this year, in fact. I need to get the damn thing fixed. Getting my back statement is a hassle without it.Continue reading “Dec 6 2019”
Some fanfic is fucked up. It really is. Hell, in fact I’m gonna be very honest. Most fics are incredibly fucked up. And some of it is fucked up in very annoying and disgusting ways, and some is fucked up in really sad ways. I don’t read the disgusting one. The ones that’s are likeContinue reading “Dec 3 2019”
Not only do I dislike writing now, but I am starting to actively dislike all of the writing I’ve done. The other day someone left a like on one of my fics and I couldn’t even remember what it was about so I went to take a look and… I hated it. I absolutely hatedContinue reading “Nov 30 2019”
I took a quick look back at the very first posts of this blog, and it felt like listening to a stranger. It has been only a bit over a year since then, but I no longer recognise this person. I don’t understand why she did what she did or why she wrote so much,Continue reading “November 26 2019”
The worst part of carnivore is the adaptation. As you shift fuel sources from glucose to fat, you feel lethargic and with very little energy. Your electrolites are all over the place and then you start losing them at a wild pace. Sodium and potassium become a major concern for a few days, until yourContinue reading “Nov 20 2019”
Exhausting. So much to do yet it feels like nothing is getting done. Traveling. Interviewing. I really, really need to sleep. Also I had a very strange nightmare last night. So strange in fact, I’m going to have to ask my cards about it.